the past stays in the past

Dear Asylum,


i simply don't understand why my word of advice always being ignored.
do i look stupid and unworthy to provide a word of guidance.
no matter how much i remind and warn of its effect surely it will be repeated.

please understand the boundaries of certain particular things.
there is a limit to being patient.
stop repeating the same mistake.
it is not something i can hold much longer.
once it can't be contain.
things will take 360 degree of change.
i may lost my senses.

please...
i am tired of being over understanding.
i am tired of being somebodies shadow.

i just want to love and be love...
that is all there is...
no third wheel agenda...

please stop comparing things...
everything are difference and unique...
one may lack something but gifted with other beautiful things...

human feeling are as fragile as cotton candy...
one drop of tears can altered the shape of that sweetness...



yours safe haven,

abid