Almost

Dear Asylum,

26th of June 2010 is the day that deserve to be mark and remembered. The day when thousand of sweet and bitter memory past through my mind, the moment i simulated hundred of times how it might happen if i were 1 second late..if 1 second..

my heart stop beating for a second...

the next second it beat so fast... i almost hard a panic attack...

yours safe haven,

abid

No More Robot

Dear Asylum,

All my life none has ever survive, none has ever make me bow down, none has ever make me lost control, none has ever make me wanting to be with her every second, none has ever make me strip down my shield, my ego and show the true me... Only this one girl... one special girl... the one that i can finally said this is it... the one that i can a have a future with... the one that i can share the sweet and bitterness of my world...

the one which i was looking my entire life... Companion, friend and love...


yours safe haven,

abid

happy with you too

Dear Asylum,

something that started by a simple joke and teasing accidentally led myself t her world...


bla..bla..bla..bla....


p/s love you ab


yours safe haven,

abid

Childish

Dear Asylum,

Every so often that loving people makes your I.Q drop a few percentage ( i don't mean it in a bad way)...

People tend to act childish, spoil and sometimes irrationally stupid which is similar to an Ape ( just kidding)...

it's kind of funny that everyone is aware of this phenomenon but unable to stop it from happening as if it's some kind of semi-invisible syndrome...which people simply ignore it..

what the hell am i mumbling in this new post...arggggggggghhhhhhhhh..... im running out of idea.. (writer's block)..

(i need to find my baby girl...ab...ab.....yuhuuuu! where are you??) <---my inspiration...



"....happiness and sadness is part of being in love,

if you can't handle from being sad...

than you don't deserve to be love, to be in love, and to experience love..."


yours safe haven,

abid

The Girl

Dear Asylum,

It is only natural every girl who fall in love will feel insecure about their relationship. the sense of inadequacy overpowered them and very overwhelming that clouded their judgment. there is no such thing as perfection.

love is to love someone unconditionally...

to accept her the way she is...

don't say you're not beautiful... because i always think of you as my angel..

don't say you're a fat... because i find you very attractive the way you are..

dont't say you're not good enough for me... instead... i am the one who always think that i am not

good enough for you...




"loving you is my greatest moment..."


p/s im very sorry if i make you unhappy, sad, upset you, hurt you and etc....


yours safe haven,

abid

Punctuality

Dear Asylum,

Punctuality is consider as a promise which is very sacred thing to be recognize by all individual. if this punctuality is not met, time is wasted and making people wait is beyond what i can say right now ( i reserve my comment)....

so if any of you can't fulfill and meet that required time... don't make any promises..

it's hurtful..

it's disrespectful..

and lastly ..( i keep this one to myself)



yours safe haven,

abid

Memory

Dear Asylum,

Human are a perfect being created by god. the almighty equip us with the ability to think, desire, learn, remember and forget which was the best part and the most beautiful things about us humans.

we tend to forget and be less perfect when living a complacent life. that is why human needed to be reminded.

if we forget... we lost our feelings

if we forget... we don't miss anything

if we forget... we are not obligated to anything

if we forget... we lost our senses to love, to care and to be happy...

that is why i need to emphasize that human need and have to be reminded...

which is why memories are god's greatest gift...

"even when you're gone or far away beyond my reach, i can always feel you in my heart and my mind"



yours safe haven,

abid

TRI-SERVICE

Dear Asylum,

Malaysian Defense system consist of three different service which is the Army, the Navy and the Air Force.

none of the above are more superior than the others. so they depends on each other base on their specialty and advantage.

yours safe haven,

abid

diet, exercise and health

Dear Asylum,

some people are born with different body frame or appearance. and for those who wishes to alter their looks it is either they used the hard way or the high way. the hard way is cheap, painful and it takes time to get the desired result.

the high way is much easier and at the same time it is damn expensive but the result is immediate.

if you ask me, nothing comes easy and if you want something very bad you have to willingly go through the process.

" beauty is pain"

three simple rule : diet, exercise and health


yours safe haven,

abid

Graphic Age

Dear Asylum,

i still remember that particular moment when i was first expose to image editing and simple animation. thanks to one of my closest friends, my roommate and my guru who has thought me on how the stupid me can do something like editing and animation.

the lesson was easy and the way he lay down the concept to me is understandable... and my part is to learn, think creatively and put some effort and initiative...

that is how things get done in our world... nothing come cheap and easy... not all can be spoon feed...

keep a positive mind and broaden our mind with all the possibilities..

never put a limit to our self...

keep exploring and exploiting our ability and talent...



yours safe haven,

abid

Thank you

Dear Asylum,

this is my first post and i think i ought to say thank you to her for making and giving this blog to me. thanks to her also, now i have my personal platform to express my thought, idea and opinion when ever and where ever i may be.

thank you...

p/s i'm having difficulty handling this blog since i've already forgotten most of the function and application...


yours safe haven,

abid